As I rose this on the peace-filled Heart Chakra day giving thanks unto The Most High Divine for granting me Presence once again. I was given a Beauty-filled song to write. (I’ll post a vid of the song given) That song sealed the message that I was given as I opened my eyes upon rising…”I am free from the lies.”
I then proceeded in my daily practice of affirming myself…”I am an Infinite Being full of Divine Love,” “Every thought, action, and sound is an expression of Love”, and it hit me like BOOM! I AM compassionate, I AM an infinite Being full of Divine Love, Love does emanate from my Being, Every thought, action, and sound is an expression of Divine Love, I AM compassion-filled, I AM Love-filled and everyone that I come in contact with experiences that Truth!
I burst into tears as I evaluated myself. “All I think about is how to Be more of Love than the day before, the moment before, the second before. My actions are evidence that I not only believe in, but I TRUST LOVE!” Don’t get me wrong, sometimes when Love calls me to do certain things I question Her, and may be a little nervous which soon fades away, but I answer The Call. I’ve shown such a tremendous amount of Trust…I have released all of what I once knew…the way of thought, religious beliefs, learned behaviors, friends, family, ideals/programming of this world, I took my daughter out of those institutions they call “school”, I resigned from my old job, I resigned from this world’s mis-conception of living and relationships in all facets, I took my health into my own hands…that takes courage, that takes trust, that takes faith and last but not least that takes LOVE! For I AM an infinite Being full of Divine Love! I cry tears of Love, I cry tears of Peace, I cry tears of healing, I cry tears of Joy, I’ve cried tears of pain and I’ve cried tears of RELEASE through the pressures of PUSHING, TEARING, BREAKING AND FIGHTING through generations of chains, cords, lies and illusions that tried to snub out my Presence, iLight so that I wouldn’t shine forth the Light of The Most High Divine…but I AM HERE!! The world didn’t give it, therefore the world doesn’t have the power to take it away! I AM FREE! I AM CLEAN, SPOTLESS AND WRINKLE FREE! My heart is pure with no evidence of the battles that it has fighting through since conception in my mother’s womb. I give thanks unto The Most High Divine, Ascended Masters & Guardian Angels that has been with me through it all… the mental, emotional, psychological and sexual abuse, unhealthy relationships, suicide, depression, acts of abortion, drunkenness, idolatry, vanity, abuse of my temple in all ways and the abuse that I have inflicted upon others. All was in purpose to restore Love within me, so that I may be a light to others.