Releasing: A Change Is Gon Come

“Change is Going To Come” by Sam Cooke spoke to my Sol. The resonance of that song translated a message in I Heart, and I am now sharing it with you. When time permits listen to the song if you feel led. 

The message left was/is that no matter where you were born, no matter what the conditions or situations you’ve experienced in life that kept(or keeps) you running like the river from yourself…a change is going to come once you stop running…hold fast to your faith, trust & believe. 

Then a voice of the Divine stepped in and added, “I know that your life has been hard, and you’re afraid let that way of surviving go and live outside of that hardship because that’s all you know, because that’s all you’ve been programmed to see. But there still lies within you the yearning for change. You don’t know what or when, but you know it’s coming…because it is.”

The song also left a message to not distract self with all the “happenings” around when there is a little voice inside saying “don’t go…be still” and how it would be in ones best interest to listen. One can’t ignore the inklings to make the small changes and still expect change…it’s not going to happen. 

Evolving through this portion of development I’ve learned that running gets you nowhere, walking courageously with listening to & honoring the guidance and instruction from the Divine takes you far. 

Ashes: Files of Release…Never Release Until Now

To love and let go is an extremely hard task to complete. Especially when you were totally oblivious to your relationship coming to an end. What made you decide that I’m no longer worthy of your companionship? Or is it that you feel that you’re not worthy of mine? 
I’m at a lost because people ask for a mate that they are not ready for. It seems as if people don’t want loyalty, honesty and unconditional love! They want the complete opposite so that they may carry on with their shenanigans with no remorse because it’s what they already expect. (Low expectations set in place to prevent the feeling of disappointment & hurt…a toxic defense mechanism) I’m not down for that! I’m not here for that! I’m here to be the mate that you need, so that we can nurture vital characteristics that will help carry you onto your destiny as you reciprocate the same for me. Instead, you’d rather push me away because you are intimidated by the challenge of the unknown. I just want to let you know that…it hurts. ✌

Clearance: Releasing

May these ashes be of good use to someone…

I now know what it is to be an “undesirable.” An “undesirable” is a person that has a burning desire to be with or extend Love to another Being, yet the feeling isn’t mutual, not being fully received and/or rejected…therefore not appreciated. I can honestly say that I’ve never been in this kind of situation before. The situation has always been reversed for me. Maybe it’s karma or something, but it can’t be. I’ve never treated one with feelings for me less than human. I’ve never led those “undesirables” to believe that they had a real chance with me. I’ve always been straight up whether they liked what I said or not. My actions always lined up with my words so that there would be no confusion. 

Now that I’m among the “undesirables” I take other people’s feelings into great consideration. I also found that Love is not openly accepted because it’s foreign/unrecognizable to most…so rejected.
#Compassion development by way of partaking of the Sacredment that soothed & expanded my heart and allowed my mind to slow down, zoom into the details discovering the source of its start.