Journal Entry: Language Barrier

On this road to Honour Love, it gets to be a bit lonely. The more and more that I am consumed by Love, the more persecution comes my way, but Yeshua surely gave notification of these things in Matthew 10:22, Acts, and 1John, etc. So I endure because I know that I am walking the narrow path.  For a while I forced myself to engage with others just for the sake of not having to be alone all the time, but then I realized I was hurting myself because it didn’t feel True nor light. No longer did I speak the language of who I once surrounded myself with. I could feel the energy within their words and their frequency, and it didn’t feel good at all. I had grown tired of being misunderstood, and constantly explaining & checking myself so that my words wouldn’t be received in a manner in which it wasn’t intended, it had become energetically taxing.   I had been (and in continuance) communing with The Most High Divine and other Divine Beings regularly, and I had just needed to realize that engaging with them is more than enough of what I need. I am truly grateful to even be worthy of communing with them daily as they direct my path. They innerstand me, and I innerstand them and if I don’t… I am guided with patience to a place of innerstanding. Love is reciprocated with them, they are True to me as I to my best ability in that moment with them. It has been quite an adjustment, but I have come to accept that this is what the journey requires for a season. I am now in a place of connecting and sharing Love everywhere I go until it’s time for me to move along to a new land.  I scribe & share these words with an intention of hope that it helps or encourages someone else.

For a season brave ones have to walk alone to pave the way for others to follow. Stay the course, keep the faith in The Most High Divine & yourself, pray, meditate & breathe. Trust that Love is with you every step of the way…because Love is.

Thank you for investing time & energy in i Heart share.

Journal Entry:

“Sometimes I feel so alone because most of what I’m surrounded by doesn’t understand me…I feel anyway. I feel like when I speak my words just go over (the) top of their heads…so it’s often that my words are misunderstood leading to energy based conversations.  I desire for my words to be innerstood. Maybe it’s just because I speak to the Heart and not the mind.  There are times when I feel like I’m truly speaking a foreign language, but then again I guess i am…Love is foreign to this land.”

“I speak a language foreign to this land of strange ones…I speak Love. This Babylon wants Love to feel estranged when the one’s who speak Babylon are the ones truly estranged. These beings don’t under or innerstand themselves, nor one another…let alone Love…in which they truly are, but they have forgotten.”

“I am Present in their absence, and I will continue to speak, sing, scribe and create even if it’s not yet innerstood.”

One by one we will remember how to speak our native tongue again.

I now share with you Known

“Known”

In this land full of strangers

I remain known

For I am

And have always been…

Love.

They have just forgotten.

iLotus Flyy

 

True Liberty

When you KNOW, you don’t stand with the crowd and take part in the same actions that you’re surrounded by, you lead yourself toward True Liberty by remaining true to who YOU are, from where you are and witness the path created for you as you honor The Truth. There will be many that will be in-spired to follow the path of the example…thanks to you who remain True. #vibratehigher #freeyourself #yourlifeisworthit Stay true at all cost, because there is no cost to stay true, but it cost you everything to live a lie. 

Power in the Small Things…

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Peeeeeeace! I give thanks for you journeying with me for this delicate share.  Feel free to comment and share.

As I prepared myself a cup of Yogi Tea…it is ritualistic for me to read the note before I take a sip so that with each sip I intake that intention…the note read, “Sing from the heart.” Reading that extremely brief statement set off a whirlwind on the inside of me, and resonated so deeply that the healing waters begin to flow from my eyes and became cleansing and healing to my entire Being. Within that moment I uttered to myself, “that’s where I sing from best.”Right then moments of my life flashed in i mind, and I began to paint my journal with these words…

Throughout my life (starting in early childhood) I’ve had this complex about my voice (Throat Chakra info… http://www.healing-crystals-for-you.com/throat-chakra.html), acceptance of such and expectations of me singing like my Mom (which I will share in a future writing…I’ve been delivert! ).  Being surrounded by singers for the majority of my life I’ve always thought to myself since a youth “I don’t sound like them, or sing from my stomach (lol) like them so I’m not singing.”…so this is what I made myself believe into late adulthood…like up until a little over a year ago.  There’s a lot more to this segment of my journey that I’ll share in future writings…stay tuned.   Anyways…I digress… I carried the ideal that you must sing from your diaphragm , which is the location of the Solar Plexus Chakra (more info on the Solar Plexus http://www.oneworldhealing.net/chakra-healing/manipura/) where the seat of will power & ego reside. I continued in the thought that I wasn’t singing “properly”, but over time I realized that I in-joyed singing so I begin to sing more…just not in front of people 😊.  I just kept my voice (along with all of i other mediums of expression) to myself in fear that my expression would not be accepted …because I sang from the heart. Lawd! The things we make ourselves believe…I give thanks to Yahweh for the renewal of my mind. I gave way to sacred text Romans 12:2, “I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of Yah, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto Yah, which is your reasonable service. 2And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of Yah.”  I also had to embody the sacred text Psalms 139:14,” 14 I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.

I had to realize that Yah made NO mistakes when carefully crafting me. I was intended to be just who I am, and to emit the sound that I was designed to emit… higher vibrations/frequencies from the Upper Heart Chakra (http://www.healing-crystals-for-you.com/higher-heart-chakra.html) partnered with the compassion/forgiveness/acceptance of others and self in the Heart Chakra (http://www.healing-crystals-for-you.com/heart-chakra.html) in harmony with the will power, courage and confidence of my Solar Plexus.  I give thanks to those before me that answered the call and that is a constant inspiration/reminder on i journey.

On this day I stand no longer in fear of letting my voice be heard for I am a willing, open vessel to be used by Yah to spread the highest vibration of Love in all of i expression…always in all ways.  As a Dawtah of Zyahn (Zion) it is i charge to sing, Zephaniah 3:14 “Sing, O daughter of Zion; shout, O Israel; be glad and rejoice with all the heart, O daughter of Jerusalem.” and to share in the duty with i Sistars of sending out high vibes live and direct from iheart (Zion), so that it may reach the inner ear of those listening dropping seeds of Love.

I give thanks for your presence.

Peace, Love, Light & Balance,

Char