Ashes: Files of Release…Never Release Until Now

To love and let go is an extremely hard task to complete. Especially when you were totally oblivious to your relationship coming to an end. What made you decide that I’m no longer worthy of your companionship? Or is it that you feel that you’re not worthy of mine? 
I’m at a lost because people ask for a mate that they are not ready for. It seems as if people don’t want loyalty, honesty and unconditional love! They want the complete opposite so that they may carry on with their shenanigans with no remorse because it’s what they already expect. (Low expectations set in place to prevent the feeling of disappointment & hurt…a toxic defense mechanism) I’m not down for that! I’m not here for that! I’m here to be the mate that you need, so that we can nurture vital characteristics that will help carry you onto your destiny as you reciprocate the same for me. Instead, you’d rather push me away because you are intimidated by the challenge of the unknown. I just want to let you know that…it hurts. ✌

Clearance: Releasing

May these ashes be of good use to someone…

I now know what it is to be an “undesirable.” An “undesirable” is a person that has a burning desire to be with or extend Love to another Being, yet the feeling isn’t mutual, not being fully received and/or rejected…therefore not appreciated. I can honestly say that I’ve never been in this kind of situation before. The situation has always been reversed for me. Maybe it’s karma or something, but it can’t be. I’ve never treated one with feelings for me less than human. I’ve never led those “undesirables” to believe that they had a real chance with me. I’ve always been straight up whether they liked what I said or not. My actions always lined up with my words so that there would be no confusion. 

Now that I’m among the “undesirables” I take other people’s feelings into great consideration. I also found that Love is not openly accepted because it’s foreign/unrecognizable to most…so rejected.
#Compassion development by way of partaking of the Sacredment that soothed & expanded my heart and allowed my mind to slow down, zoom into the details discovering the source of its start.

Dead Skin Cells Series: Detoxification 

As I shed dead skin cells, I am allowing the emotions attached to them run its course, and allowing the expansion of Light and Love to fill up and purify I bodies. This process is not only renewing and reconfiguring cells from the most recent past life, but the many lives that I have experienced. The Most High Divine and all of Divine Guidance of 100% Pure Love & Light are preparing me for the shift…clearing (along with I assistance) all the channels to become of pristine conditions. It is necessary for I Presence here. Even though I resisted for a while and kept busying ISelf with self cultivation, that I wasn’t allowing enough room to be cultivated. I came down here ready to go! Lol! The Most High Divine said, “Hold up! You need to clear out and get settled into this body.” “I get that you’re ready, but not quite yet…be patient my child.” All that I can say is, “okay.” What an experience though! I’m sleeping, hydrating, meditating, nourishing, praying, getting outdoors, etc. and allowing The Most High Divine to Love on me as I reciprocate. I am truly grateful & blessed beyond measure.

Sut Nam & Wahe Guru

I Do…I Will…I Am

In I&I visions on yesterday there was one pertaining to marriage & commitment, how it’s misperceived & being misinterpreted as being this one thing on the outside of Self.

In I&I waking awareness I&I know that commitment & marriage begins with Self…I…Love…Light, unconditionally, through the “good”/”bad”, highs/lows, sickness/health, rich/poor, “ugly”/beautiful, dammed/fluid, etc. Learned by way of experience this level of commitment to Self. Going & growing through the trials & tribulations, ebs & flows of it all, but never forsaking or losing faith in Love. Even though the choice that I&I made is not understood nor accepted by friends, family, the masses…I&I will not commit adultery/idolatry and gain the world & lose iSol. How could I&I? For Love has kept me and is keeping me in continuance, not only that I Love Thee.  All things experienced were/are to test I&I loyalty and to build strength & character so that I&I would be able to stand when all that is in the world is against everything that I&I live for.

To me this is what Marriage & Commitment is all about…going through all the lessons necessary to develop that 1Corinthians 13 Love, “4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.8 Love never ends…”

Sharing this to say that I&I encourage each member of the body to embark on the journey to develop & cultivate the Love that dwells within in Truth (absent of motives/expectation)…if you so choose. Taking that action displays true Honour to Love, not only that…that vibration emanates from your entire Being, changes the atmosphere around you, leaves impression on the hearts of others, and permeates the entire YunIverse! It doesn’t stop there either…lol…you then began to attract other Lightfilled Lovers and together become a force that cannot be reckoned with, and birth Pure Love.

What a joyous privilege it is to be conformed to Love in Light.  Join the Force. All you that is required to enlist is the committed choice to Love, Be Love & Loved. #SoljahofLove

Can’t Be Bought Nor Sold

Since Love can neither be bought nor sold, what we Divine Beings are innately placed here on this planet to share/Be has nothing to do with money nor does it require money. Now we may attract money while sharing our gifts of Love because that’s where we invest Divine Currency and shine brightly. It’s not our place as Children of The Most High Divine to make money, fame and power a priority. We here to Honour, learn, share and play. For me as I share with you (from lessons learned) that’s if something costs money to do…it’s not the natural ability/gift that you are here to contribute. The Most High Divine orchestrates the Yuniverse to provide you with what’s needed when you are in direct alignment with Love’s Current. When on the outside you live in the ways of the earthlings/bastards/orphans singing it’s a hard knock life…when you don’t have to. I&I advice is…utilize your choices and choose wisely. Sit down with yourself, pray & meditate…whatever you need to do to get clear on what you have been placed here to learn and contribute. That’s when you will soar. I’ll meet you in the skies! I Love Being a Child of The Most High Divine. I’ve experienced the earthling life and I&I discovered that it is not for me. Lol.

What’s sparked this share…Matthew 18:3-4 

“And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.

4 Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.”
Peace, Love and Liberty 

Birds Eye View 🐦

I&I am unable to put on a word on how I&I feel (only a feeling) when looking around and seeing more man made than God made. The ratio of things that have been provided by man vs Divine Creation provided by The Most High Divine. I&I feel that alone could easily deceive one into believing that The Most High Divine doesn’t exist. Which could become blinding preventing one from seeing the Divinity of themselves…giving away there God gifted superpowers over to mortals. 

More buildings than trees, streets than fields of green pastures, light bulbs/city lights than sunshine /moonlight, grocery stores than gardens, street signs than flowers…etc.  Oh how does that shift the Vibration of the demographic tremendously to one of man and not so much of the Divine. The conditions are created, then they custom create the environment to match that frequency that the “condition” emits…therefore perpetuating the energetic imprint and making it cyclical. Insanity. Subtle iniquity…programming the emotional body of the masses, because they are lacking the oil in their vessels to fuel their lamps(Hearts) that protects the waters! Which further distorts ones vision because the candle isn’t Lit.  

To the children of Israel, awaken from your slumber and begin to choose what truly gifts you Life in all areas…or perish. The choice is yours. It is my hope that one by one The Children awaken.

Woe to the iniquitous inventions of cowardly men that trample over the creations of The Most High Divine to build a kingdom unto themselves. You have your reward and more to come. What you intended to use for the destruction of I&I, We as One are rising and utilizing them for the Highest good of All members. Thank you for the manure…it keeps the soil mineral rich, and growing towards the Source of Life.


Peace be with you.

Be Here Now…

Live each moment by Being here now in the Present ! It’s impossible to be Present in the gift of now if you are dwelling on the past, or looking too far into the future. Those acts do not display gratitude for the gift that The Most High Divine has gifted You!! While there is no issue with planning and preparation…balance must dwell there.

Matthew 6:34 “Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself.”

Heart Psalms 

Heart Psalm 3:9-13

9It doesn’t matter how you do it…just do it! 10And when you do it, do it with your whole heart ❤️ 11What a joyous offering unto Love!

12Don’t get sucked into the script of this life, you know that it is all an illusion. 13You are the Truth personified.


I&I share freely with ease, without worry and expecting of nothing in return. I&I share this to share that whatever that is in your heart to share…share it! Share without fear-based thoughts that one is going to take advantage, steal, not accept or destroy the treasure that you have to offer. Even if it happens, it no longer has anything to do with you once what’s done is done. The Most High Divine gifted it to you to share, so they would be answering to The Most High Divine. Rest in knowing you did they will of The Most High Divine, continue on in peace and joy knowing that all is taken care of. #achildsplace 

To that energy I&I respond with Luke 20:1-8…

“One day as Jesus was teaching the people in the temple courts and proclaiming the good news, the chief priests and the teachers of the law, together with the elders, came up to him. 2 “Tell us by what authority you are doing these things,” they said. “Who gave you this authority?”3 He replied, “I will also ask you a question. Tell me: 4 John’s baptism—was it from heaven, or of human origin?”5 They discussed it among themselves and said, “If we say, ‘From heaven,’ he will ask, ‘Why didn’t you believe him?’ 6 But if we say, ‘Of human origin,’ all the people will stone us, because they are persuaded that John was a prophet.”7 So they answered, “We don’t know where it was from.”8 Jesus said, “Neither will I tell you by what authority I am doing these things.”

I admit that at a point in time in ipast life I didn’t share some very important information that could’ve helped many out of fear-based thinking from prior experiences. Being fooled by the illusion that if  it’s not being packaged a certain way, worded to attract, copy written that it would leave room for I&I treasure to be judged, questioned, rejected, and possibly plagiarized. 

I&I peacefully destroyed that frame of thinking and began sharing iVoice knowing that what I&I am sharing is not mine, but The Most High Divine’s…who is Love. On top of that…it’s abundant! So even if something does happen there’s more where that came from…it’s no where near scarce, and is by osmosis because of its source, protected. 

That illusion showed up this past week as I&I follow I&I heart to share messages of Love through sacred songs. As I discovered the ins and outs of sharing sound the copyright status was a common theme. So here comes the illusion…”you can’t share sing the songs without a copyright, you don’t want anyone to steal them…after all they are sacred.” 

Yeshua warned of this trickery…I give thanks that I look to him as others for guidance.  I also give thanks to I&I Sistar for being a sounding reminder on this day. The illusion would say that, because I&I Psalms cast out low vibrations! Just as I&I Ancestor David chanted Unto Love…so will I&I! I&I know thy truth and it is I&I desire to remain committed unto Love.

To whom much is given much is required…guard the gates.